I have these all the time. I tend to play very strong female lead characters in my other larps, so Gera was a stretch for me and my role play savvyness. And damnit it was so hard at times. To be all a flutter and the southern belle, when inside I wanted to get into the action and shoot all the things. It was a challenge, but I am happy I made that choice.
Also, at the end of all this, Gera's final actions was SO against what I would have done, it was difficult to even do. Every part of me was screaming 'nope nope nope...' because that would be it. Story done, over. But Gera took the reins and its what had to be done.
Glad I'm not the only person with these problems...
Michelle *Mika* Slade >n.n<
Colony Touchstone 505 Morale Officer!
" Perks you up where you need it!"